Why does it feel like we're splitting further & further away? I can't get through a day without talking or seeing you. I don't know what this is you're doing to me. When you message me, it feels like everything else just fades away & you are really all that matters. I'd do anything for you. I wish we'd started earlier, then I'd be able to know you so much better & so much more could have happened. But I suppose getting this far with you so much later has made me treasure you even more. I really wonder, if a year or even a month from now, will we still be as close? We're so vulnerable, I'm so afraid of losing you.